VIVA LA VIKTORIA

Past few days was nuts. Totally nuts. Basically, I was sick with influenza-a and I still decided that I should go out to library with my morbid friend. Yes, we went to library and I sneezed on him for quite a few times. By the by, I realized that having flu actually blocked more than your nose. It blocked my throat and ears too. Basically for at least 4 days, I cannot hear properly and breathe properly and smell properly. Felt like crap, man! 

Gosh.
But, it is getting better.
Only after a few games of L4Ds!

Quarreled with my father for a few days and right now, we're back to the melting stage of Ice Age 7. Yes, I actually went and count the amount of times I quarreled with my father. 17.25 years and we only stopped talking to each other for 7 times. ;D good father-daughter relationship, I guess.

Couple of kopitiam/eatery/shopping session with my childhood friend, Sally. Surprise, it is an eleven year of friendship people. We made jokes like, "Omg, we're going to marry the same man for hubby, worh!", "Shit, later we got pregnant on the same day.", "Let's have wedding on the same day!" LOLS. Ah, dreams dreams! <3

Posted to ITE Bishan with Yong Xiang. Hi, classmates! Wait for me on the Orientation day, worh! Though that I am going to die in that hell hole, but hey, someone upstairs must have love me to dump one of my best buddies to the same school and course with me! No more lonely, emo-corner days, man! Sadly, raggie92 doesn't love to have me in her school. Well, you know what?

TOO. BAD.
Now, I can be as LOUD MOUTH as I want to be.
Darling, your sarcasm is the tip of my iceberg.
Btw raggie92 , that Weijian's fanclub idea? FUCKING AWESOME! <3

So, 2010 is still okay for me til now.
Let's hope tomorrow is still a wonderful day!

This wasn't the first time I listened to this song. When I was listening to this song years back, I was laughing and grinning like a fool. Now? When I listened, I cried. I fucking cried my heart out.

The pain of losing her was still so real, so painful. I thought that I could stuff everything in to this little box where everything was wrapped with pink and red little hearts and stashed it some where that I couldn't reach or couldn't take it off from. Then I realized that it was not going to work. I will just climb on my chair and touched the box from time to time, bring it down and rummage through the lovely things she bought for me again and again.

This is the feeling.
A real feeling that burns in the back of your throat, make your tears pour down from your fucking sockets, stomach aches, head aches and your whole body just wish that it could take the swiftest route to her again. I never missed a person like that.

Fuck, sometimes I was waiting for bus, and saw that shitass 73 pass by, I couldn't help but to wonder, "Is she in that bus?". When I take 55, I looked down on the floor, hoping that if she is on it, she wouldn't recognize me or see me. Because every time she kept telling me that I am insignificant.

Maybe, I am.
She's right then.

I wanted a future in Las Vegas ever since I knew that I got into the same course that she did. I remembered what she said years ago, being my maria and everything, she wanted to come along with a daily pay of 50cents. I said, "No." Now, I would have said,  "Yes." Because I can't take care of myself. I am scared shitless of roaches, dusts and every thing that crawls. She's not. She's always there. She's always the one who wield the rolled-up newspaper like a baseball bat and killed the crawlies.

She is the one who willingly dried my hair for me.
Even thought, she was plotting my death when she was doing it.

I like it.

And,
I am sorry, I can't let go.
I am selfish, weak and a motherfucking fool.

But, I am can't let go even though how hard I tried.
Because you're the one that walked right into the "BFF" box.
The magic box that I have for all my friends that I want to grow old with.

Yes, you're one of them.

There's a private post/The Private Veg. ;D

You see, yesterday, I fucking got sacked by my boss. I felt so shock and good for all of the sudden. Shock is because, why the fuck he sacked me? Wasn't I the experienced telemarketer that you claimed you need, buster? Good because I can finally watch some night shows with my father who was presumably on his deathbed, as he likes to claim so. 

And, the most important thing is,
FUCK YOU CHEEBYE, I NEED THE MONEY TO PAY OFF SOPHIA'S DRESS, CHEEBYE! LIMBEI'S CNY CLOTHES ALSO HAVEN'T BUY YET, YOU FUCKTARD! SI-GIN-NAH! KBNBCCB! &(*^&$%&$&%&(^*(&(&)%&^$^&%*^)*!

Yes, ah-hem, thank you.

My JAE results came back. I'm going to ITE. Okay, nothing to be proud of, nothing to smile about, but still, closer to my dreams. Yes, I went to Event Management course that I always wanted. Nevermind, I like it. You know that when I failed with Maths, my father threw up a big fuss about going to that school and wasting a year, doing shit. Well, Daddy Dearest just offered to teach me how to ride a bicycle so, I can cycle to school.

Hey dad, wait a minute, I am wearing a skirt to school, you know. D; how the fuck am I suppose to cycle to school like that? It is almost an A-line skirt. Am I going to open my legs and show the world my granny panties? Jeez.

My mother seems supportive enough about me going in to that school. So, I am rather glad. Well, about time for me to work hard and show them that I can do it. Well, by getting bursaries and everything. Which means from the minute I stepped in to the school, I am going to be a fucking A-star student.

Damn, I thought to slack.
Nah, just kidding. :D

Today, I went out with K.K. for a library trip. I don't want to go out alone, so I kinda dragged him out. Not to mention that Mum wanted me to get something from NTUC. But, at our bus stop, we saw Wang Bo. My my, it had been years since I saw him up close. Then again, the news he told me was rather astonishing.

Yong Xiang and Kenneth shitted their O'level. Oh. My. God. I never thought of that before. I mean like they are like studious freaks? I mean, I think I slack off more than them and they actually shitted their O's?

My my.
But, nevertheless,
boys, I wished you luck.

I need dollops of it for myself as well.
damn, I am in no place to say them. D;

Let's start with the earliest. My working part! The boredom of working in Hersing Hub and as an ERA property estate agent/telemarketer! <3 It is a boring job, but then it pays well. ;D so, I am still going to continue doing it, until the posting results come out or rather, worked until I starts school! <3

Here's some of the doodles:


Then, there's some problems with the same old cubicle. D; I have no idea who used that cubicle every single time and dirtied it every single time! Awesome, people, awesome. Aim and shoot, properly!

The said cubicle:


And, knowingly I am a damn untidy person, but surprisingly my workstation is pure neatness! Apart from some flyaway papers! D; shhh. Don't tell my boss.

Workstation shot:


Secondly, let's us go on to yesterday! It was a simple movie date with black_daffodils and another blogger user friend, Sally! We watched Daybreakers! Fuck yeah! It was a explosion of body parts and freaky looking vampires! Honestly, it is so much better than Twilight where vampires can walk under the sun and glitter like a  fucking disco ball! <- what the fuck is wrong with the author!? GLITTER LIKE A MOTHERFUCKING DISCO BALL!? That's not a vampire, it must be a goddamn fairy-godfather!

And, I dare to say that Twilight sucks, loudly and proudly. The books are only worth reading once and throw away after that! I want to sell my first Twilight book away!! Is there anybody wanted to get it?! It is slightly yellowed only, oh wait, very yellowed! Hey, oxidation occurred to books as well, not only in apples! D;



Catch it, if you didn't! GO GO GO GO!! WTF, Ethan Hawke! Goddamn, he kinda cute. ;D

Well, Sally and I went for a lunch together while waiting for black_daffodils to come on time. We ate at the XINWANG HONGKONG CAFE? Yeah. Omg, it was before the whole Daybreakers thinggum. The food is... odd. Yes, I would say "odd". Cause, I ate and ate and I can't seems to finish it. D; it is too much for my stomach.


^ HAHAHAHAHHA!!! SHE LOOK SO BLUR! SOTONG!! HAHAHAHA! okay, that's enough.

And, you know our food took 30minutes to arrive? D; slow service, ah, but forget it. I didn't even finish it. HAHAHAHA! Neither did she, btw.


And, for the aftermath, it looked somewhat like someone's brains just exploded in my plate. I have no idea it looked like that, until I saw it. Duh, hahahaha and then relate it to the Daybreaker. ;D


After all, that bullshit, we went to Kino and Borders. ;D ah, books books! You see, people, I love payday, because I can get a lot of sappy romances and vampire hunting novels with my dollars! <3 I spent like "I don't know how much" on books! Sorry, I am a crazy spender when it comes to books. <3


Last, but not least, I shall end this post with 3 pictures of Sophia Lovette Lanson. I have decided that she shall just remain blue eyes and light blonde hair. It's better as I'm rather used to this kinda looks for her. And, there's something I want to keep as a memory. A loving memory inside me.

well, i think no matter where I go, I will never stay in Singapore. I have decided that I will live in Ireland or America's Texas plains. I will try to find a good prospect there and get married. I will have little children - twins, I hope, with colored hair and beautiful sparkly eyes that smiles at you everything you called their names.

Maybe I will call my son: "Maddox whatsoever".
Daughter: "Francesca whatsoever".

My husky, which I most probably be getting, "Macabre". My little black kitty will be, "Danse". ;D

My my,
my future look so wonderful.

Well, today is a Sunday, a day before my examinations results came back to me. Well, Sally and god bless her gracious heart, asked me out. For a no-reason-whatsoever outing, claiming she is bored. But, I am too narcissistic, so I will pretend that she asked me out because she realized that I didn't really want to stay home, thinking about results. 

We decided to go for a Thai lunch in Golden Mile Complex where the entire old building spoke of thai market. Packaging look, not that nice. Aroma of food, brilliant. The taste of the food? Simply heaven. Honestly, don't go if you're looking at the way the whole place actually look, because it will be damn dirty. But the food there is simply heavenly. I swear. Well, this wasn't my first time eating this, but still, I love it every single time that beef noodle appeared in front of me. I can't help but to rain saliva all over the place. 

When you want an entire feel of Thai food, go to Golden Mile Complex. Where all is true Thai, I don't just meant their food.


We was wearing jumper suits. Hahaha, damn but that shit made me look 3 month pregnant, baby. Hm, I wondered whose child was that? Donovan Reece or Nathaniel Graison. Hahaha, now that's what I call: "sick in the head". Fantaizing is not good for brains and health, but it helps when you're writing smut. <3 

And, I can't help but to notice that my ass looked damn gorgeously huge in that jumper suit. Hm, time for a slimming-ass treatment.


I doodled this on some random shit ass paper in my office. Hahaha, hey, people. That's the life of a telemarketer. ;D boredom ensured, but still it was pretty much fun when you called some funny family and they replied you a rather humorous way.

Like for example:
"ZHUO MOR, ZHOR MOR?! NI XIANG YAO ZHUO MOR?!"

Aunite/Uncle, we're here to perform an arm robbery. Please feel safe while we take your jewels and dollars. Have no fear when we threatened you to come with us for a human slavery autions where you'll be sold for a higher price than your entire miserable lives are worth. Please smile and say, 'cheese', my dears.

YES, I WATCHED SHERLOCK HOLMES AGAIN. TODAY. JUST NOW.

I CAN'T HELP IT.
;D

oh my, Jude Law, what wonderful face you have there, sweetheart.
^ okay, that's sick.

Okay, basically I went to watch Sherlock Holmes. Before I elaborate, did you guys notice the director's name? Guy Ritchie, hmm.. Isn't he married to Nicole Kidman or something and got divorced? Ah, whatever, hardly my problem anyway, since the woman he married is not me nor my friends.

I don't know how to describe the whole show to you, people. But, this is one show that you might want to buy their DVD and keep it for a long long time. The costumes are so droolables. Men in long coat and waistcoat, along with woolen pants are so loved! Ladies in those velvet gowns and short satin jackets are so damn nice as well. Why am I living in the twentieth century, people? I should be living in their century.

Shit ass, bastards.

If you haven't watch that, you need to watch it.
If not, I will chop off your limbs and wheelchair you over to the cinema to watch it. ;D

DAD SAID THAT WE'RE GOING OVERSEAS IN A FEW MONTHS TIME! <3
YES YES YES YES! WE'RE GOING OVERSEAS! OH YEAH, OH YEAH.

ON PLANE!
WOOTS!

YEAH, BABY!
WHEREVER I WILL BE GOING, IT WILL BE ALRIGHT.
'CAUSE IT HAD BEEN A LONG TIME, PLANE RIDE!

oh, on the utterly random note, my Twitter page is pink. ;D
and I love it. ;D

Oh, did I mention that my Pasar Malam sells a really good leopard print bag?

it was ... uh, okay?
BECAUSE I SPENT SHIT LOAD OF MOOLAH THERE!

bloody hell.
Cattelya = 160dollars.
Jewellery set = 55dollars.

HUH!?
Sophia, you better look pretty when the dress comes home, i tell you. If not, I sent you off to Outer Space and play with Planet 51's citizens arhs! Then, I just realize that I need to pay off 118dollars off the Cattelya dress. Ah, fuck. I am so dead. Che. There are still things like mary-janes, wigs and eyes to get for her. AH! -kills self- Chinese New Year money will be given to a digital camera. D; what the hell.

And, ateliar Soda's dresses are loved. There's a lot of dresses I would love to get from there. ;D and the jewellery sets too. ;D omg, they do have magic fingers please! During that TDA, I lossed quite a bit of blood. <3 pretty dollies everywhere. ;D and of course, I felt that big fat dent in my bank account.

Not good.
I think, I need to go somewhere I hang myself now. I hope my father wouldn't know that I spent shit load of money on that day. <3

Why didn't I see chocobo_ed on that day arh? That woman is suppose to come. D; Oh, and I spent 12dollars on Sally for her to get in. ;D HAHAHAHA! A damn late birthday gift please. ;D LOL. Not that she wanted to go in. Oh, whatever, dude. IDC.

I think it is about time to give her a new life, a new face, a new style.

OMG, YESTERDAY, WE WERE BORED.
err, by we, I meant: Sally and Moi.

Yes, we were bored and wanted to check out some boots. In the end, we ended up doing nothing. Oh wait, we did something. Like say: "Make your wishes on a ball". Yes, we walked pass Citylink after drooling at River Island's 133SGD dresses, 49SGD tank tops from French Connection (was thinking about their 70% off lar!) and nearly hundred-plus biker jacket from Topshop. Oh, did I tell you that we saw a real-life barbie?

FUCK, SHE LOOK LIKE PARIS HILTON CAN?! IT IS IN RAFFLES CITY MALL! (I'm a barbie girl, in the Barbie world! You can break my hand and twist it in the end!) Yes, I do know that this is not the lyrics. But then, honestly, the Barbie model (No offence, double meaning. No pun, intended. LOL'ED.) looked like Paris Hilton. Damn pink and blondie?!

I FEEL LIKE TORCHING HER WIG. ;D

Okay, back to balls. I mean, air-blown. Wait, why am I making this worst? Girls, it's just balls. ;D
Okay, so Singapore is giving free balls for you people to write/doodle/draw on! <3 we did it! Okay, there's a lot of things that we wrote like: "Wantian please get married earlier! We went to wear pretty dresses!" You know, actually 30% of the things is about her! WE LOVE YOU, LEONG WANTIAN! MUACKS! <3

LIKE WHAT THE HELL, DAD!
you know people, I just told my da that i wanted to die moi hair?

AND THE BLOODY IDIOT HAVE TO TELL ME THAT HE IS GOING TO SPRAY PAINT MY HAIR WHEN I DYED THEM!
fuck off, dada! D;

Honestly, D;
what's wrong with him nowadays?

*BOOM* "MERRY CHRISTMAS." - FRANCIS.


omg, Francis, you funny shit. ;D
thanks, michi. for telling me to watch this. ;E

Seriously.
I have to say something about this.

Okay, I would say that this time, it is fresh from the bakery. There's nothing like the rest of the stupid paranormal shows that everyone watches since ... i don't know when. You know, those stupid shows where before the supernatural shit happens, there would be flickering of lights and such? Yup, Paranormal Activity is nothing like that! ;D which is a good thing. But still, it is those kind of shows which is "At your POV", so it would be wonky and a little pukey if you can't take the shaking and the swaying of the camera. D;

But, the thing is, it maybe fresh from the bakery, some things in the movie is pretty much "nothing scary" about. It is funny in someway, because the demon's footprints have only three toes. And, what thing can only have three toes? Chickens. Yes, chickens. So you can pretty much predict that it would be a chicken demon. ;D I LOL'ED WHEN I THOUGHT ABOUT THE CHICKEN PART. D;

And, what kind of demon stalks people? D; Horrendously, this chicken-demon does. Stalks this girl named, 'Katie', and burned down her house when she was eight and stalks her everywhere she goes? Like what the fuck are you trying to do, Mister Chicken? Yes, indeed, you're damn chicken. ;D

Mistakes like shadows look horrendously humane, noises that are loud enough to wake someone up at the first second - not three seconds later and more. You spots mistakes like that through the whole movie. D; which is bad. And, but the thing is this show just straight out present one thing.

oh wait,
two things.

First, "Boys are always fooling around with Supernatural shit and land their stupid asses in a pond full of shit."
Second, "Demons get jealous when you fuck with their quarry."

Seriously. ;D
So, people. If you're a student, you should watch on a weekday. 'cause it would be worth the six dollars in Cathay. If you're not a student and you wanna watch the show, go to Shaw House on the weekends, though it will be nine-fifty. D; not worth that much. D;

and watching Kok Kiong play with L4D 2 is like the worst experience in my life. 'cause, the thing with cygber cafe is, you don't get to choose the chair. This chair that i am sitting on right now is so straight that, i can't bend my back. D; what the fuck is wrong with this cyber cafe, man. D;

my o'level had finished, thank you.
Geography was the last bullshit.
it was rather nonsensical, 'cause you don't even know what is going on with teh marking scheme. I used to be able to differentiate 'how many marks' for 'how many points', but now? I just don't know. D;

maths was rather stupid, 'cause it was insanely easy. I mean, easy if you know what you're doing. >.> obviously. I just feel like I should be able to pass and get in to Republic Poly or something. D; I lost marks in maths for not double checking as having not enough time to finish. D; well, too bad, Hong.

Social Studies was rather funny. 'cause 'Hitler is Back. 1990'. It was damn funny and I laughed and thougth of Tao Cheng the moment I that poster. Pretty okay, if you've study carefully and have enoguh time to finish up. Again, time was the key and Miss Sasi's notes is the remedy. You know, my SS teacher doesn't just give you notes, she gave you the answer! ;D how cool is that? Damn cool right?! Thanks, Miss Sasi.

Oh by the by, thank you you too, Mdm Chan and Mrs Ng! <3 love you guys!

and, someone please tell me watching the Rachel Ray show is not stupid! I mean, people! Who doesn't watch the RR show?! Okay, almost everyone I know. But honestly, which show is better. RR or Martha Steward? I would say RR is better. I don't know why, maybe because of the hostess' personality? Martha, to me, give off a rather evil aura? D; 

I don't know. That's my  point of view. D;